darkest day of the year 2010 :'(

i can't believe that i actually overslept and missed the 1 hour exam... OMG!! what happen to me owhhh..............  =.= haish... keep sleeping like pig. if AS exam i overslept then no hope ady!! T_T WAKE UP MICHELLE CHEN! i don't expect miss joanna to give me another test paper... I JUST WANT TO SAY SORRY!! but she sure ask me to say sorry to myself but not her la.  urgghh... how i'm gonna see her tomorrow?!??! i have 2 periods with her lagi eh!! haiz............... die la die la... :(:(

2 weeks before AS starts.

thursday is my last day of trial and AS will be coming right after revision week. *sweating* @.@ i don't think i did well in my trial. my dad will be dissapointed again. T_T i don't meant it dad. i think i'm just not so suitable in studying. :( but i'll figure out what i want to do ASAP. :'') and.. today Ah Yan called. :D yay! haha. er.. her mom is sick :( and her ticket to KK is this saturday. :( is she not gonna come this week? will she stay in Tawau if her mom is still not feeling well? but that's her future right... hope she's okay. =) and we talked a lot today...!! i feel so good. ^__^ i told her about JYKT and i asked her what if i re-accept him. haha. i bet u all know what's her reaction and yeah, she said NO. :-P she told me that she can't bear to see me hurt another time. :( i know she love me.... :) and i'm glad she love me that much!! =D i have no school tomorrow and I'M GONNA SLEEP TILL 12PM!! wooohooo.... and according to the survey (in this house only), i'm not the pig, which means i'm not the one who sleep a lot. haha.. ivy is the one.. XD and btw, they spoil the toshiba laptop's adapter. keke... fire sparkles put at the tip of the adapter owh... scary nia!! anyways, luckily they found out early or else i don't know what will happen to grace's face cuz the fire sparkles just beside her face (cuz she's sleeping and the adapter is on the bed). huhu...

stress out!!!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG........... BIO PAPER 2 TOMORROW~~~ :((((( HOW COME SO FAST!!!! UURRRGHHH..... SCARED LA~~~~~ HAIZ.... sigai scared o.. hmm.... i wish i can remember what i had read la.. :( and today we celebrated q ngiong zai's 45th bdae.. huhu... WE BOUGHT DURIAN CHESSE CAKE!! :D erm.. i think out fridge is too cold la, the cake is a bit frozen d.. haha. but it's still nice ^_^ 

raya open house next door :)

yeah, we went to the raya open house next door :) well, i actually don't plan to go but we're forced to go. haha. but there's no regret going cuz THE FOOD IS SOOO NICE ^_^ got lamb somemore.. hehe and now, i'm thinking of what should i wear tomorrow morning to church.. :( very fan de o.. every saturday and sunday also need to think what clothes are we wearing, with what shoe with what hair.. haha i know it's not necessary but we just too used to think of that prob. ~.~ 

sobs

我又到回几个月前的我了。:-( speechless...

angry owh!!! >:(

urgh, so tired right now :-( why..? cuz... I'M A DRIVER FOR MY COUSINS FOR THE WHOLE DAY!!! well, it's usual. but, don't u think it's too over when u ask a person to fetch u to some where and act as a driver and i'm scolded by grandma again. :'( and i almost bang on a red car. urghh.. i feel as if the journey from kingfisher to taman cempaka is so far.. it's like from north pole to south pole. @.@ i hate to be treated as a driver!! i mean, i enjoy driving but can u please dun talk or speak to me as if that's my job to send u here and there.

owh, and about jykt, he broke up with his 'california gf' and he's single in fb and he start texting me. is this a good or a bad thing? i don't know. :(

and the great thing i've done today was.................I TOUCH MY BLACBERRY TORCH 9800 ALREADY!!! omgomgomgomg!!!!! THAT PHONE IS SO F-KING COOL! WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO and the price is cool too.. haha... it's RM2350 after discount. i think it's worth it lor. it can be a touch screen phone or a push up phone. muahahaha... it'll be my new baby.... :D:D and and and... I BOUGHT A PAIR OF NEW SHOE!!! omgomgomgomgomg~ i feel so............. SHUANG!! kekeke... it's like, i stand in the vincci shop and keep changing the 3 pair of shoe and ivy chose for me cuz i can't make any decision. lol. it's a pair of rome slipper la.. i mean, sandal. yeah. love it so much.. huhu.. :D:D there's a pic of my future baby.. :) and a video about it. :) yee pee... ^_^

yeah, i know it's cool right... it can be touch screen or can be push up phone ^^

these are features about the phone ^_^ i bet u'll love it too.. :D:D

musicbox dancer... weee~

very nice song =) learning this ^^

complicated..?

er.. yeah, i feel.. COMPLICATED. hahaha.. cuz i don't know if this is happie or sad or to be worry or whatsoever it is. so.. yeah.. i had my chem exam today and i think i can do OKAY in paper 2 but NOT in paper 1. :'( i don't even know if i can score good marks in paper 2 or not cuz not much that i know. hmm... but NEVERMIND!!! =) *thinking positively* there's another study week after this.


today my friend and i was talking about jobs and i told them about the part time job i wanted yo find =) i need money to buy my blackberry torch 9800!!! :D i can save money for 2 months and i need another 1k.. but i have no idea where to work. :( i just have 2 weeks time to work laa!!! :(:(  anyways, pray that i will get a good job after my AS la. :D

happie lantern day =)

my 1st post.. :D well, it's mooncake festival =) i didn't even eat mooncake today. :( but i have fun playing lantern!! :P it's not like, we're grown ups and we're not suppose to play lantern okay... everyone can :D haha.. i have to study after that. :( exams are all along the way till end of november. :'( i know it's sad but, I'LL DO MY BEST!! ^^, praying is really works when u're nervous or whatsoever it is. u feel scared, anxious, worry, nervous, just pray!! HE'll help u. i can feel it. haha. er.. yeah, i think i flung my maths paper 1 today so i shouldn't have flung the others. JY owh!! and... yeah, i skipped tuition again today.. *whispering* haha.. shhh~ no one knows!! XD