shit u la!!

臭~你家的书桌是用来摆美的啊？我用着那书桌当然是乱的啦！！“我要那书桌什么东西都没有” 那我们不是要在地上读书？我决定回古达！！费事留在这里看你们的脸色！o0o

sushi day

today is sushi day la!!!!!!!!! why owh? cuz... yiyi spend us go Sushi King eat RM2/plate sushi. we're like, 100 years never eat sushi like that.. XD i took the picture of the empty plates ady. hahaha.. but it's fun la... no need eat dinner owh...!!! XD and.. at least ctw came to ask me about it when he saw my status.. :D happie lar me.. >< and yeah, today i went alamesra to bank in money. it's not me the one who bank in money actually.. it's ivy -.- im just a driver for them... hohoho.. nothing special la today.. just that we ate sushi till we want to vomit d now. lolz. my Mr Lim ask me not to get food poisoning or tomorrow i will not be able to go exam. XD i think nothing will happen de la. :) sleep early lar u mixiao chen ^___^

ishhhh

看到留言留得很亲密给你的人，突然在你墙上写上东西，我有些莫名的不好受。做什么都不是。酱又不是那样又不是。:-( 做莫会酱子的哦~ 有人找他关我屁事咩~我又不是住海边，不需要管酱多关于他的东西吧？~.~ issshhhhhh................

chem prac exam...

erm.. ngai get tin yung hakka loi xia blog gim nyit. =) ngai gin zao xin xiu dao gi send bin ngai geh sms o. hao hoi sim. XD zo ma gai shi chin du hao you jin xin... gi hao chiong.......... ben hoi nga geh gai jin o. XD hi mong nga ba hiao zong yi gi la ^__^ 


gong zon tiu loi.. gin nyit geh chem prac kao c ng meh hao nan, ya ng meh hao yung yi... zong den la~ hao choi... gi mao oi wak graph... heh gong gi you wak graph ar.... ngai c bin gi kon du ko yi o.. hahaha.. ng d dao gi kao c kao dao lom ben yong ler? :) yit tin hiao sai geh lor... gi an li hoi... :P ng xia lor.. li bai c zai xia.. li bai c kao bio prac o.. bong ngai dao gao gi ng chut wak graph la. :D:D ga u ga u...!! 

Saturday.......

It's Saturday... Ctw went to his 2nd day of camping...... Miss him o~ haha.. It's my weekly routine again... What routine??? Erm... Let me tell u ar... My weekly routine is go out early in the morning with my aunt and then go fetch her children at11.30am and then we might be goin to karamunsing to have lunch...? Then weight be goin centre point again and then maybe go home after that. Lol.. Today is the only day I can stay whole day at
home la.......... But suddenly need to fEtch ppl.. I'm not comlaining about what la.. Maybe thos is the way to repay them lor... I feel so cacat to blog with my aunt's iPhone... Lol. She's doing some treatment ar 1 of the Chinese doctor here in lido... And I hope o can go home asap la.... Miss u ctw ;)

101010

it's 10th of oct 2010. so, we will write our date like 10.10.10 and yeah, today is a special day. :D why special? haha.. coz of lots of things. =) dennis and the father went to KL for the 10k run organized by Nike. it's kind of waste for me cuz i can't go. :( so, we, 3 ladies (me, grace and q ngiong zai) went ti church la. and, im basically the driver of the day after church. I FEEL STRESS FETCHING SO MANY PEOPLE IN ALPHARD!!! i drive the fastest is 70km/h today!! OMG~ i can't imagine how slow is that but yeah, i get to drive everyone to Karamunsing, 1 Borneo, Karamunsing capital, and yi po's house safely.. :P kindda, urm.. proud of myself? XD ANDANDAND.. my parents came today. they went to see shop*konon konon* and like usual, i received a very big lecture from my dad. :) AND FOR THE 1ST TIME, IN THIS SPECIAL DAY, i told him EVERYTHING!!! EVERYTHING IN MY HEART. i never talked to him these deeply and i never voice out when he's giving me a really really big lecture BUT TODAY........... i voiced out. according to grace, i voice out cuz i can't stand it anymore. =D finally after 19 years of life living in this world. :) i told him that my chem result is NOT GOOD *when i say not good means NOT GOOD, BAD!* yeah, so i thought of stopping school after this term which is next year january. he asked me what do i want to do if i stopped school and i can't answer his question. hr has a point. i can't do anything with only AS cert and that cert is so not nice. and i told him that i'm MIGHT not studying pharmacy. why? cuz of my CHEM! urgh. my chem suck. i know. no matter how hard i studied for chem i cant get a good result. give u better explanation? i can't. seriously. whenever i did all the passyear and asked question, i'll get a really good explanation from tuition teacher or lecturer or friends but still, I CANT GET IT! im not a chemistry person!!! :( i can do well in biology and maths but please not chemistry. and my dad has another point too.. my foundation is too weak. it links to form 4 and 5. and my dad explain to me why didn't he come to visit every 2 weeks like what he had promised although i didn't ask for his explanation. he has to work really hard to earn back those money his ex-staff stole all these time and he has to find money to cover all the expanses like staff's salary, food, etc. and, i get a hug from my dad which i feel so warm and nice before he leave.. of course, i cried like hell. ;-P no why.. i just feel like crying. T_T after my parents left just now, we talked about it within ourself (grace me and ivy). and then WE 3 CRIED AGAIN. lolz. everyone say out the problem facing and think back the past and yeah, C.R.I.E.D. lol. but i feel so comfortable after saying all these to my dad and i get to know that he is always waiting or my call or sms all these while and i never text nor call him before. HE'S IN THE WAITING MODE LIKE WHAT I DID TO CTW. =.= so, i shall call him more in the future? and talk to him more in the future? =) god bless me. i think i can. ^__^ i shall put CTW aside in my heart 1st? until i finish A level? or... till he finishes U *to be exact*. i can wait, no idea about him. anyways.. today had been a really special and meaningful day for me as i did the most unbelievable thing i could ever do in this world. =) i love u daddy. i love u mommy. :-* u know u 2 love me. :) im sorrie if i disappoint u in A level. i tried my best already. xoxo.. ILY


ps, i pierced my ear again. but this time is the other side. what happen to the old piercing? :) ask me personally... =D

skip maths and go yum cha.. =.=

 haha... skip maths owh!!! skip in front of Mr Pau.. but fun tho.. :P i think it's alright la.. once on a blue moon.. not everday.. cuz, if everyday, WE WILL BE BARRED FROM EXAMS.. from Mr Pau. hoho.. we went to Frenz before aending all of them back.. why Frenz?? cuz.. cheap..... gua~ haha.. cuz we are short of cash tht day =D pictures taken yesterday owh... ^__^

CHEATED BY DANIEL!! haha. thought he say act mad or sad but he SMILED!!  :@
but he admit he looks like ngong chan la. haha

this is the normal one... :D

At Frenz.. Easter ordered strawberry milkshake and guess what she say....
"ei, this drink taste like strawberry owh!!" =.= zha dao

And finally......... Daniel's house. haha. it's kindda far and, kindda special!!! :D
Thief will never get to go in cuz of the HIGH gate~ not only his house is like this ar,
ALL of the house there is like this.. ^_^ cute owh..

So, this is our outing before exams... :P got exam hao xiang no exam like tht. lolz... but.. all taking AS and A level de ppl... jiayou la.. =D

hohoho

:D suprisingly i get pass for my biology... =D i know pass is like, so? pass only.. but, yeah, i dun aspect a pass in bio this time. haha.. well, if i go for paper i guess i'll get much more than that!!! =) GAMBATEH.. it's not the end of the world what... ^__^ exam oni ma... if cannot then try another path lor. it's life. ;) u will not know what will happen next or what will come next. :D be optimistic! this is the way to live life. at least, for me.. ^___^ Ms Joanna said that i had improve a lot! just that my answering skill i have to catch up. hoho... do more paper 2 will do la. =) i hope.. ><

and... haha~ yeah, about CTW.. miss him!!! :D starting to miss him whole day.. morning noon evening night midnight,,, ;P he had succesfully poisoned me.. XD

BAD WEEK!!!

i flung my biology and chemistry........... :( we were talking about future with easter these few days. i feel that i dont have any future.. :'( i'm not good in bio, chem. what can i do in future? i can't focus myself, i dont even feel nervous as AS is next wednesday. :(((((((((((((((( WHAT THE FCUK AM I DOING?!?!? haiz.. my future is so blur~ what can i do if i don't get even a pass in A level exam..?  i dont have talent in studying, do i? :S:S:S:S::S

week before AS

stressed out!! damn it! but i trust myself. at least i can pass everything.. :) if i can't..? i'll accept my dad's opinion, stop my studies and.... work..? or take another course? i have to waste my time to start all over again? :( im blur! I think only HIM can help me in making decision.

and today i read a passage in the bible about hope. when one lost their hopes, read this. i think it helps. well, i hope it helps. :) it's in Psalm 126. the passage is like this, 1when the Lord brought back the captivity of Zion, we were like those who dream. 2Then our mouth was filled with laughter, and our tongue with singing. Then they said among the nations. "The Lord has done great things for them." 3The Lord has done great things for us, and we are glad. 4Bring back our captivity, O Lord, as the streams in the south. 5Those who sow in tears, shall reap in joy. 6He who continually goes forth weeping, Bearing seed for sowing, Shall doubtless come again with rejoicing, Bringing his sheaves with him. yeah, this is basically the whole passage :)

erererer... and.. about CTW, haha~ well, not much to say cuz i do not know how to describe my feelings now. :P

再一次坠入爱河

我不知道这是不是恋爱的感觉。但我好像觉得我在恋爱了~ :D 他是我朋友的同学啦。他姓郑。哈哈~我们是在一次msn聊天认识的。我不知道整个过程是怎样开始的，应该是说不记得啦~但他在西马我在东马，这段恋情真的行得通吗？他也曾经告诉过我他很害怕拍拖，因为以前被伤得很深过。所以如果你问我，现在我们是不是情侣，我不能够回答。因为连我也不清楚我们是什么关系。感觉很象，比朋友多一点点，但又比情人少一点点。不懂啦，顺其自然咯。这些事情是不能勉强的。:)