so long time didn't come blogging d ^^ got good news and bad news lur... :) and btw, happie new year.. i mean, happie chinese new year :D my wallet is gonna be full of red angpow again lur.. wooohooo...
well, my good news is, I am completely forgetting about JYKT. :D i know right.. it's a super good news to me ^^ another good thing is, my dad saw my piercing. XD luckily he din do anything harmful to my ear.. >< and the bad thing is... well, it's not 100% a bad thing, maybe, 20% of it is bad..? i'm in love. zzzz with my so called best best best friend. :( and why do i fall in love with him in this time..? maybe this is fate? im graduating in IS this June and then I'm leaving Sabah to somewhere far. then, he'll left behind by me. T_T i know he'll be very suffer and i feel so sorry to him. zzz... but the great thing is, he told me that he is willing to wait. ^^ i know he's a good guy, but am i worth to wait..? won't he be like wasting his time waiting for me to finish studying..? what if after 4 years of waiting we still cant get to be together? won't he be like, so pity..? all his time is wasted on waiting. @.@ i dun wan this to happen but how can i stop it...? both of us are like getting deeper and deeper feelings with each other everyday. uuurrrrggggghhhhhh...... :@
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